Sharing Our Experience, Strength And Hope
I celebrated my 39th sobriety birthday on New Years Day. I share this fact not to get accolades - please don't leave any in the comments! - but to acknowledge that for nearly forty years I have shared my experience, strength and hope at weekly AA meetings (sometimes twice weekly).
This blog is like an AA meeting for me. Here, via my keyboard, I share with you my experience, strength and hope on my Ascension journey, no holds barred. I often make myself quite vulnerable with the depth of sharing about my emotional experiences, but I am willing to do it if even one person is helped by it. The Ascension journey can be painfully isolated and lonely. I want to help.
I am leading into a subject that is currently being discussed in the Comments section (I will get to respond to the comments shortly)...Matthew Ward's latest channeled message via his mother Suzy. As blog readers know, I have followed Matthew for many years, as have other Light Warriors who have been awake for a long time. Matthew's messages were tested for their accuracy just days after 9/11 when victims came through via Suzy with the TRUTH - long before anyone else knew.
However, some of Matthew's recent messages, particularly the last one, have not resonated with me either, as per some of the comments. It is hard - and sad - to experience this turnaround regarding a respected source. I experienced the same with Corey Goode, and David Wilcock to some extent, as time went on.
When I first woke up in 1985, I made a solemn pact with myself: I would not follow any one particular guru. I would get my information from a wide range of sources, being the good journalist that I am. And I have stuck to my pact ever since.
I read intel, watch videos, greatly admire some channelers - but I have not slavishly thrown my heart and soul behind any one person to the point of blinkered devotion. That is why I am able to accept that even admired sources such as Matthew can be fallible and compromised over time. It is the harsh reality of the Light Warrior community.
James Gilliland is one of the few sources I personally resonate with. He speaks his TRUTH frankly and openly, as I do. And he is on the Earth plane so there is no risk of compromised channeling.
I also enjoy Valerie Donner's channelings of Apollo and Mira (link for January newsletter).
Valerie asked a pertinent question in her latest message...
'What makes you happy during these bizarre times...?'
I will walk you through my average day and share with you my moments of happiness, of which, fortunately, there many, albeit they are simple joys.
Firstly, my daily walk makes me happy. I enjoy the stunning coastal scenery and chatting to fellow walkers. Afterwards, I enjoy my breakfast, shower and meditation. I REALLY enjoy my post research and writing while drinking my daily pot of Japanese green tea, which usually gets cold as I merrily type away (just tested, yes, cold again..). Post writing is always the high point of my day, where I get into my 'zone' and focus intensely on weaving words into sentences that even make sense...!
I love reading and responding to blog reader comments. I live alone so you amazing people are my room-mates. We share a beautiful bond and long may it last.
In the afternoons, I usually Skype with overseas Light Warrior friends or visit with local LW friends or my two lovely daughters. I enjoy my weekly stint volunteering at the Hospice Shop. And lately I have been swimming in the afternoons. In the evening I go to an AA meeting, phone LW friends around NZ, water my garden, watch Star Trek or read enlightened magazines.
On clear nights before bed, I go outside to connect with my Galactic brothers and sisters. Lately my dedication has been rewarded with multiple starship sightings. Pure bliss.
Do leave your own experiences of what makes you happy in the comments section.
Finally, I had a majorly head-spinning morning. I was involved in an intense misunderstanding situation that needed sorting out via a series of phone calls - and the carpet-stretching man appeared in the middle of it all. I was totally exhausted when the flurry was over, and it was only 11.30am. A shower, meditation and now writing this post has restored my equilibrium. I share this as an example of how quickly you can be thrown a curve ball in the current energies. You can right your ship promptly if you have routines in place, as happened for me this morning.
Hang in there, Light Warriors. You are not alone, wherever you live in the world. We Are With You.
WE'VE GOT THIS.
Thank you for reading this post. You are welcome to share it as long as you re-post it in its entirety, including the link to my blog site.
Where We Go One We Go All.
Love and Light
Sierra
It can be very difficult to exist here and not use things to escape. I have over used substances like alcohol, weed, cigarettes to numb out. Even meditation was an addiction as I was going further and further out there for longer durations each day. My biggest challenge is to find things to enjoy here. I've always known I came from somewhere else and Earth is not my real home. I've lived my life like a soldier, just trying to survive this obscenely hard mission. I hope the look and feeling of the "thousand yard stare" abates soon. Maybe these new energies coming in will awaken my heart and a remembrance of joy and empathy...🤷♂️. Thanks for this space and for honestly sharing your journey Sierra♥️
ReplyDeleteOh CC, I so identify with your statement: 'I've lived my life like a soldier, just trying to survive this obscenely hard mission...' Me too. Absolutely. Some days I shake my head in disbelief at how awful it can be to be here. Other days can be pure joy, but definitely less of those. Mostly it is just plod, plod, plod, Groundhog Day over and over. What they don't tell you about before you come into the Earth missions is the mind-numbing boredom of just getting by...Thanks for your honest share, CC, hugs to you.
DeleteThanks for sharing CosmicCustodian. Before waking up around 2012 I was very involved in life...my young family (3 children) along with my wife we were always on the go sporting events, me coaching my son's AAU basketball team, attending Mariner baseball games, college hoops and football games close by our home, fly fishing trips, but the last few years knowing expecting great changes to occur after becoming aware of the darkness that we were all living with listening to several sources like Wilcock, Goode, Allison Coe, Blossom Good child, Laura Whitworth and following the cobra blog, joining 3 mass mediations he sponsored to allow the Light Forces direct action on the surface, each update outlining what has been achieved but also what was still preventing the Event from being triggered it seemed always a new obstacle.
ReplyDeleteTo maintain my positive attitude which isn't easy like all of you, I check my sites each day, especially this one for love and support. My wife and I talk alot about are now able to talk a bit about ascension concepts, I try to exercise each day, sun gaze when possible, run thru my mantras, simply being outside with our labradoodles watching the sky and enjoy the energies Sol is sending helps me a lot to keep positive and not lose faith.
We all want this change to happen sooner than later, I just don't want my children to spend another day living in a world of lies being part of a beast system I want them and everyone to have the best life possible and to experience true freedom and happiness.
Funny movies, comedy and the occasional beer doesn't hurt either. 😉
Great share, Doug, love it. My favorite TV comedy is 'The Middle'. It is so clever. I have watched it for years. Brilliant scripting and acting. I love all the characters - Brick is priceless, although Sue is my favorite. I have seen several references to the DS in episodes which is intriguing.
Delete'Bridget Jones Diary' and 'Death At A Funeral', two very funny UK movies.
And being outside is the best remedy of all for being here on Earth. The natural beauty of this planet makes up for a lot of the hardship of being here. And I guess we'll get a bit of kudos after liberation, at the VICTORY parties...!! Love, Light and hugs to you, Doug.
I’m a Taurus and I love everything that appeals to senses. I moved out of the city and live closer to nature and go for nature walks daily in the summer. There is a lake nearby I can walk to and I find being near water is magical for the soul. Love to be creative. I am taking watercolour classes from an online course and it is interesting how painting is showing me what I need to work on. I sometimes get anxiety because I am trying to be too perfect. I love to make healthy food. Last summer was so hot that I decided to purchase some beautiful linen fabrics and make some summer dresses for this year. When I was a teenager I would design my outfits and my mom would make them for me. I love beauty and like making my surroundings pleasant to be in and look at. This I feel is important for my everyday happiness. Love animals (I have 3). When I was in high school I was a very competitive badminton player and loved the sport (had an amazing coach). I didn’t play to win trophy’s but I did win many. I know that I learned from instruction well because my coach spent a lot of time with me over the other players. Playing sports really affected my thinking later on. It taught me to think strategy, never give up and stay strong.
ReplyDeleteIndigo, I have Mars in Taurus. I love beauty too - I recharge by being in nature. This afternoon I am going for a swim which is always good for my soul.
DeleteI used to sew my own clothes when I was a teenager. I particularly remember a gorgeous full circle skirt floral dress I made when I was 19. It was 1940's style and I wore with matching 1940s shoes. I think I was missing my previous life in WW2...!
It is mid summer here and I am loving wearing my floral sun dresses. Hugs to you.
Like you I have been following Matthew Wards messages for many years now, (fifteen to be exact), and the latest one is clearly tainted. You will remember that six months ago Suzy Ward barely survived a very serious heart failure, and thus she may be weakened and therefore prone to malevolent intereference.
ReplyDeleteChange of subject - To reply to what makes me the most happy, in addition to my children and grandchildren, is the wonderful feeling of Mastery in the aftermath of successfully overcoming overly difficult tasks and situations. - Also; the blissful feeling that we Lightwarriors are now winning !! - When you know what to look for; then the signs of us winning is everywhere now.
Thanks again Sierra, with best regards from the presently extremely winter-cold Norway.
Hi Finn...I have been following Matthew for about that long too. And yes, Suzy's op, especially in her advanced years, must have affected her channeling. She did a magnificent job for all those years. I leaned heavily on Matthew's messages for years.
DeleteI love your comment about the feeling of mastery. I absolutely agree with you. I have mastered so much in recent years, on all levels, that I barely recognize myself compared to a few years ago.
Warm hugs to you, Finn, from summery NZ...!
As always, your plog/posts resonate with many things I feel and am going through. Thank you. Doug had to chuckle at your comment: To maintain my positive attitude which isn't easy like all of you ----- I have to consciously decide all during the day to stay positive, choosing the light. So it's not as easy as it may seem! But I am committed to choosing the light no matter what. I hear you Sierra about being thrown those curve balls....this week has been a full of them. Love and LIGHT, Betsie
ReplyDeleteYes, Betsie, curve balls flying in all directions. No wonder we are so tired...! Choosing Light and Love in every situation is the only way to go these days...oh, and maintaining strong boundaries. Hugs to you.
DeleteHow do I stay positive? These days, I don't even get out of bed without putting protection around myself and my family, this house, the car, and the buildings on this land, and then on the land itself. When you're hearing police go by on the road with increasing frequency (and sometimes it's more than 2 at a time), I feel this is more than necessary. Then I begin the list of what I am grateful for, even if it is the exact same things every day - a roof over my head, food in the cupboards, clothes to wear, people to take care of. If I am up first, which is usually the case, I will play a game on my tablet - nothing with violence. (This is also a way for me to stay quiet until the rest of the house wakes up.) Soon after, we will get ready to go work out, whether that is a walk in one of the nearby parks (if the weather is agreeable) or Planet Fitness. Then we will eat somewhere nearby, both because I am not a fan of cooking these days, and to feel a bit more social (out in the world without being a part of it). The rest of the day I will watch some music reactions (it feels good to hear that others feel similar to me about what's going on in the world); some inspirational or channeling videos (Blossom Goodchild, Next Level Soul podcast) and a few political things - like Tucker Carlson and a few podcasters who are right-leaning. In the evenings, I will sit with my family and watch TV for a few hours - comedy shows or funny animal videos or the WhyFiles on YouTube or older comedy movies or other things that make me laugh or learn (Mysteries of the Abandoned, Ancient Aliens, a few paranormal shows that aren't really scary). Sometimes, if I'm lucky, I will be able to enjoy a small fire in my firepit, often alone (preferred, actually). I will sit with my cat on the front of back porch and just listen to Nature when I can. It's a very simple life, but not all-together too horrible. Just feeling the WAITING for things to change for the better; for more people to wake up so we can move forward.
ReplyDeletePS I felt the same way about David Wilcox and Correy Goode, among a few others.
Thanks for sharing, Deb. I really enjoyed reading about your average day. Hopefully this year I will get over there and we will have that long-awaited hug. It will be incredibly special...!
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