Intense Loneliness of the Light Warrior Journey

This weekend I have been contemplating the intense loneliness of the Light Warrior journey. Then I found that three lovely blog readers had left comments about the subject. There are no coincidences.

Cosmic Custodian summed it up perfectly, I will open with her summary. Beautiful.

Years ago I felt urged to draw a picture for a Star Sister. A circle represented Earth. A bunch of dots close to the circle represented the frequency band and location of most Earth humans. The further out you went, the dots became more sparse and further apart. I remember saying; "Not only are we far away from the inhabitants of this planet in our vibrations, but from other high vibe awesome Star Peeps". We exist in the "rarified air" of those tasked with holding specific high vibes here. It's tough, and very isolating/lonely being an "icebreaker" of frozen nonsense on a desolate orb. I can't sleep enough either. Wishing us all reprieve, and blazing Light within, and experiences of Oneness Now!❤️

'...It is very isolating/lonely being an "icebreaker" of frozen nonsense on a desolate orb...' 

Isn't that the most brilliant description of our mission here on Earth...?? I love it.

This sense of intense isolation/loneliness has nothing to do with your personal circumstances either. Last night I had a long heart to heart Skype with a LW friend who has been in a loving partnership for decades. Yet he is experiencing gut-gnawing loneliness every day because he desperately misses like-minded community. I live alone and always imagined my deep sense of isolation would end with partnership. It is not the case.

The profound loneliness and accompanying grief is at a soul level. 

I find it disconcerting that most 3D people around me seem content in their bubbles. They are surrounded by people, rarely spend time alone - yet they seem genuinely happy. What is it with that...??

When the SHTF, we Light Warriors - who have suffered years of isolation and loneliness - will drop everything and rush to support these 'sleepers' with great compassion because they will be experiencing agonizing shock due to their sudden abrupt awakening.

Sigh.

No wonder we are constantly reminded that this Earth mission was only ever for the bravest of the brave, the strongest of the strong. 

I am learning to master the art of 'random fun connections' in order to combat my isolation. I frequently pop in and visit with my sweet elderly neighbors. They both have a wicked sense of humor and we always end up roaring with laughter over silly incidents and stories. I can rely on them for brightening my day.

Then yesterday in the supermarket, I saw that my favorite olives were on special. I grabbed several jars. A young couple standing nearby asked if they were good olives. I responded, 'they are the best - that's why I am stocking up..!' They said they had been tasked with buying 100 good olives. What then ensued was a hilarious discussion about how many olives would be in each jar. Me and two complete strangers, laughing in the olive aisle. That's a random fun connection.

Also I am grateful for my AA meetings which fortunately are flourishing in my little town. We are a small tight-knit bunch who really care about each other. We share deeply from the heart about our current challenges. No small talk or BS. Genuine connection.

I resonate with the extreme tiredness often discussed in comments. My goodness. I wake up in the morning and wish I could go straight back to sleep. It is a big struggle to acclimate myself back onto this planet every day. I often fall asleep at my laptop late afternoon from sheer exhaustion. Fortunately I am sleeping deeply most nights which helps to keep me sane.

Finally, thanks to Jaci for this cool meme. We Light Warriors should use it as a screensaver. 

Thanks to Deb, Betsie and Cosmic Custodian for inspiring this post. Remember, blog readers, you might feel alone but you are NOT alone. We Are With You. 

We are in this together TO THE END, lovely Light Warriors.

WE'VE GOT THIS.

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Where We Go One We Go All.

Love and Light

Sierra